Sometimes it takes us awhile to feel comfortable or safe in our own skin. I know because I am a cancer. We crabs aren't good with patience or waiting for things to get better. We fear things more than others. Our first instinct is to protect the ones we love. Especially our children. We usually think things are worse than what they are.
Oh, dear crab put your mind at rest things do get better. As you get older , you learn more about who you are. Who you will grow to be! I myself have learned to be strong under the worst of circumstances. Email me and we can talk. I know the burdens your heart carries inside. People never understand why our emotions play such a deep role in our lives. It is okay because I have been there. It isn't as bad , as we think.
I promise it will get better. Read this poem.
In my heart it feels as if he has taken it and shoved it down a cliff. Filled with the most despair I have ever felt. I may have never known love if he were not my lover or a friend who held me close for many months. If I never have the chance to say you broke my heart. Everytime you went away. When the castle falls at your feet and there is no one left to fight but me, myself , and I. Whom I know shall be worthy of a love so true. The love of my self. The identity I lost when I was loving you. I find myself once again . The picture is clear. I can't love someone else unless I learn who I am. |