My Jaan how can I begin to explain how much I love you. (Actually I don't think I can.) My love, your everything I've ever hoped for and more. Your nature, your caringness, your weirdness :), your sense of humor, your smile, your kind words.....when I think about it I love every, single last thing about you....EVERYTHING!!! Everyone always has that one person in their life that is always there for them. That one person that they can always have fun with no matter what they are doing. The one who's presence makes their day go by better. That one person that they love, trust, and can tell just about anyting to. This could be a best friend, a family member, or even someone closer like a husband....or as in my case all THREE. Jaan you are that ONE person for me. For the past 7 months I have become the happiest person alive, for one reason and one reason ONLY, and that is because of you. I swear our HOUR long phone calls, text messages, chats online...are what keep me alive. Only I know how much I miss you...how many nights I stayed up crying thinking about you and wishing I could be with you...how many times I kissed your photo hoping it would really be you...how many times I drove home reading all the old messages you sent me. God, Jaan I miss you soooo much! As we get engaged and come closer to the day we will actually get married, I just want to say how happy I am knowing that I have you. I love the fact that you will be that one person I'll spend the rest of my life with, the one I'll wake up and go to sleep with, the one I'll grow old with, the one I can do anything and everything for. You know something Jaanu Ji....You're all mine...MINE, MINE, MINE, MINE, MINE!!! (heeeheee....don't ever forget that) I LOVE YOU AJAY!!!!