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When i was little i was taken away from my real family. Every thing came in my head y did this happen to me is it because my parents didn't love me or other stuff like that! So i stop loving other people and letting other people love me. then i got out of that. And i started to love again and when i did i just got hurt more. I have a hard time trusting in people because i don't love them or i think that they would just hurt me again and again. |
Alone
by Moondust
Purity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face.
Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe.
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh.
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half.
Once I shared her love,
Once I was by her side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died.
Her grace so great,
Her beauty so vast,
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.
Fate maybe had another plan,
Or maybe she had another love,
But it all fell apart,
The hand too big for the glove.
Now it's all died away,
Happiness, joy, love; all memories.
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,
With no light to guide my way
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It's gone
What's gone? My mind?
Soul? No, I'm fine
Not really
Deep inside, something is missing
The love and tender kissing
She walked out herself
Now all I do is talk to myself
in the mirror, with my reflection
My heart is dead
Soon it will make a resurrection
Once the wounds heal
And I'm loved for real
A type of love I can feel
But nobody loves me
Nobody cares
Nobody loves me
That nobody is me
I can't love myself because no one does
I'm all alone and no longer what I once was
But the only thing that keeps me alive
Is knowing that the next day, it might all change
For the best
And that "nobody" becomes somebody |
I will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
That I would once have to live through
The sight of you in someone else's arms
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now, I'll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart. |
I will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
That I would once have to live through
The sight of you in someone else's arms
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now, I'll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart. |
You are still in my brain
You're causing so much pain
I still can't believe
You used my feelings
For your foolish game
Named love
Held you close in my arms
Felt so nice and warm
I gave you my love
I gave you my heart
I gave you all I had
got nothing back except
Pain that's driving me insane
You are still in my heart
My love for you will never die
My thoughts will always be with you
And the pain I feel inside will always
Remind me of someone I still love |
The wind flows through my hair
And dries the tears from my face
I look around at all the beauty
And think of how it was then
When you loved me with your heart
And promised to never leave
But that was then and this is now
Your love for me is somehow gone
That promise you had made
Is no longer for me to have
To never love you again
That's why my tears fall
To never have that promise
Belong to my heart only
Your love taken from me
In my world of happiness
Never to be at my side
Or in my arms during the night
The wind so cold I shiver
Does not dry the tears |
Pain and agony,
that's what you cause me.
I love you so much and I can't let it be.
Your blue eyes
are like the magical sky.
When you look at me I could just die.
You make my heart melt every time you speak.
Just you, yourself,
make me weak.
I wish I could have you.
You have no idea what I would do.
But I can't have you now,
she has you.
She would be stupid to ever let you go,
I wish I were her;
you can't begin to know.
If she ever hurts you,
remember I'll be here.
I love you and I will always care.
I would make you happy,
I promise you that.
If you did something good, I'd give you a pat on the back.
Of course none of these fantasies will ever come true;
all that will be between us is my love for you. |
I know you have been hurt
But you've also been there for me
Wish I couldn't see or feel
Your needs I could heal so easily
My pain hurts so much
I know where you've been
If I could only have one wish
It would be for you to let me in
We will both sit and wait
Until our hearts grow old
I can only pray and hope
One day I'll be the one you hold
Of all the times that we could be
I think that you and I
Could have had a real chance
I think it was meant to be
Over times we've both changed
Our kids have gone too
Still live our separate ways
Can't help but look back on all the olden days
It's many years later, still wondering why
We never did it, we never did try
Life is so precious and much too short
To both live like this, both with a broken heart |
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