HI MY NAME IS NICHOLE EATON AND I MADE THIS MEMORIAL WEB SITE BECAUSE I KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO LOSE A LOVED ONE I HAVE LOST 3 IN THE PAST 2 IN HALF YEARS AND IM ONLY 15 YEARS OLD THE FIRST PERSON I LOST WAS MY VERY GOOD FREIND KIMBERLY PRENTKY SHE DIED IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND SHE WAS ONLY 13 YEARS OLD SHE WOULD OF GRADUATED 8TH GRADE WITH ME IN LESS THAN TWO WEEKS BUT SHE DIDNT MAKE IT SEE AT THAT TIME IN MY LIFE IT DIDNT REGISTER THAT SHE WAS DEAD INTILL I GOT TO THE WAKE SOME OF YOU CALL IT A VIEWING AND THEN REALITY HITE ME IN MY FACE WHEN I SAW HER BODY LYING IN THAT CASKET I WAS TORN TO PEICES MY LIFE HAD JUST BEIN SHADERED TO PIECES AT THAT POINT I PUT THE TEDDY BEAR IN THE CASKET AND WALK AWAY I COULDNT DEAL WITH THE FACT THAT SHE WAS DEAD I COULDNT GO TO HER FUNERAL 1 BECAUSE I COULDNT GET A RIDE AND 2 BECAUSE OF THE EMOTIONAL STATE I WAS IN THEN A MONTH INHALF AFTER THAT MY GRANDMOTHER GOT DIAGNOSED WITH SMALL CELL LUNG AND LIVER CANCER SMALL CELL IS NOT CUREBLE THE DOCTERS GAVE HER 13 MONTHS TO LIVE MY GRANDMOTHER WAS A SECOND MOM TO ME SHE WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME AND MY FAMILY WE WERE LIKE A FAMILY THAT YOU COULDNT TEAR APART AT ALL BUT MY GRANDMA WENT INTO THE HOSPITAL FAWCETT MEMORIAL BECAUSE SHE WAS HAVING TROUBLE BREATHING WELL SHE GOT OUT SHE WENT STRAIT TO THE CANCER RESEARCH CENTER IN TAMPA FL MOFFIT WHEN SHE GOT TO THE RESEARCH CENTER SHE HAD FLATLINED AND SHE NEVER WOKE UP INTILL SHE DIED BUT I REMEMBER GOING INTO THAT HOSPITAL ROOM AND HOLDING HER HAND AND TELLING HER THAT IWAS HEAR GRANDMA SHE TRIED GETTING UP BUT I TOLD HER TO LAY BACK DOWN EVEN THOW SHE NEVER GOT UP I KNEW SHE COULD SOMWERE IN THE BACK OF HER MIND HEAR MY VOICE AND IT WAS TO REAL BECAUSE I KNEW SHE WAS GOING TO DIE SO I LET GO OF HER HAND KISSED HER GOODBYE AND RAN OUT OF THE HOSPITAL ROOM AND NEVER WENT BACK IN THERE AGAIN WELL I WENT HOME WITH MY AUNT PIT AND UNCLE CHAD NITE AFTER NITE I WOULD PRAY TO GOD NOT TO TAKE HER LET ME SAY GOODBYE TO HER FIRST THEN ON THE 3RD NITE I SAID GOODBYE TO HER OVER THE PHONE I WAS CRYING BUT I TOLD HER IT WAS OK FOR HER TO GO AND THAT I WOULD SEE HER IN HEAVEN SOMDAY AND I KNEW AT THAT POINT SHE WAS GOING THAT NITE SO I HUNG UP AND I WENT TO SLEEP HOLDING HER PICTURE IN MY HANDS AND THE PHONE RANGE AT 12:18 AM WENDSDAY MORNING SEPTEMBER 8TH AND I KNEW IT WAS OVER SHE WAS DEAD BUT I KNEW SHE WOULD BE LOOKING OVER ME ALL THE TIME IT JUST WAS SO HARD TO LET HER GO AND TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT SHE WAS DEAD I GUESS I FINALLY STARTED TO ACCEPTED THE FACT THAT SHE WAS DEAD AROUND HER 1 YEAR ANNIVERSERY THEN ABOUT 3 WEEKS OCT 1ST 2005 ONE OF MY OTHER REALLY GOOD FREINDS WAS KILLED ON ACCIDENT HIS NAME WAS J.J SULLIVAN HE WAS 16 WHAT HAD HAPPEND WAS THAT J.J BEST FREIND WAS SHARPENING HIS MARTIAL ARTS KNIFE AND J.J WAS STANDING BEHIND HIS BESTFREIND AND HIS BEST FREIND TURNED AROUND AND WHEN J.J'S BESTFREIND TURNED AROUND THE KNIFE CAME OFF ITS HANDLE AND STABBED J.J IN THE CHEST IT PIERCED J.J'S HEART J.J DIDNT RELIZE IT INTILL J.J WENT INSIDE HIS BESTFREINDS HOUSE AND SAT DOWNON THE COUCH AND SAW BLOOD COMMING FROM HIS SHIRT J.J AND HIS BESTFREIND WENT TO GO GET SOMBODY BUT J.J PASSED OUT ON THE KITCHEN FLOOR BEFOR HE COULD TELL SOMBODY J.J'S BESTFREIND GOT HIS MOM AND SHE CALLED THE AMBULANCE AND THE AMBULANCE TOOK J.J TO A NEAR BYE HOSPITAL AND J.J'S BESTFREIN CALLED J.J'S PARENTS THEY CAME UP TO THE HOSPITAL WERE J.J WAS AT AND THEY TALKED TO J.J'S BESTFREIND AND EXPLAIND WHAT HAPPEND AND THEY DIDNT BLAME HIM SO THE DOCTORES FLEW J.J TO BAYFRONT HOSPITAL WHILE J.J WAS BEING FLOWN THERE J.J'S PARENTS AND J.J'S BESTFREIND DROVE TO THE HOSPITAL WHAT THEY DIDNT NO WAS THAT J.J PASSED AWAY ON THE WAY TO BAYFRONT DOCTORS TOLD PARENTS THAT WHEN THEY GOT THERE AND BESTFREIND POLICE ASKED J.J'S BESTFREIND WHAT HAPPEND AND J.J'S BESTFREIND TOLD THEM WHAT HAPPEND AND THEY INVESTIGATED IT AND THE KNIFE DID COME OF THE HANDLE J.J'S PARENTS DO NOT BLAME J.J'S BESTFREIND FOR ANYTHING THEY NO IT WAS A ACCIDENT BECAUSE J.J'S BESTFREIND WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING TO HURT J.J OR HIS FAMILY WHEN I WENT TO THE WAKE IT WAS ME AND MY BESTFREIND CHRIS GERTRUDE WE WENT UP TO THE CASKET I PUT A NOT IN HIS CASKET AND I STARTED TO BRAKE DOWN SO BAD I HAD TO GET OUT OF THE FUNERAL HOME SO I LEFT THE NEXT DAY I WENT TO HIS FUNERAL THEY STILL HAD THE CASKET OPEN FOR THOWS WHO DIDNT SEE HIM THE NITE BEFORE WHEN THE SERVICE WAS GETTING READY TO START THEY TOOK EVERYTHING OUT OF THE CASKET AND GAVE IT TO HIS PARENTS AND LOWERD HIM INTO HIS CASKET I STAARTED TO CRY AGAIN AND THEN THEY CLOSED THE CASKET I STARTED TO CRY EVEN MORE BECAUSE I KNEW AT THAT POINT THAT HE WAS NOT COMMING BACK /AND THAT HE WAS NOT SLEEPING THEN HIS FAMILY ENTERD AND HIS FAMILY WANTED J.J'S BESTFREIND TO SIT RIGHT NEXT TO THEM J.J SISTER GOT UP AND SAID A POEM OF WHAT J.J WOULD SAY IF HE WERE HERE TO ALL OF HIS FAMILY AND FREINDS AND THEN J.J'S BESTFREIND GOT ON THE STAND AND SAID A COUPLE OF WORDS HE SAID THAT HIM AND J.J WERE GOING TO GO PLACES AND NOW HE CANT THINK OF ONE RESON TO PERSUE HIS DREAMS THEN THE CEROMONY WAS OVER AND WE WENT TO THE CEMETARY VENICE MEMORAIL GARDENS WERE MY OTHER FREIND KIM WAS BARRIED THERE THE PREIST SAID A COUPLE OF WORDS AND THEN THE FAMILY PUT FLOWERS ON THE CASKET THEN ALL OF HIS FREINDS GOT IN LIE TO KISS THE CASKET AND SAY GOODBYE THEN THEY LOWERED HIM INTO THE GROUND AND I WENT UP TO IT AND LOOKED DOWN AND BROKE DOWN BECAUSE HE WAS FOR SHER 6 FEET UNDER AND NOT COMMING BACK EVER AGAIN I GAVE HIS MOMA HUGE AND SAID SORRY AND THEN I WENT HOME AND SLEPT FOR AWHILE BUT THOUGHTS STILL RUN THREW MY HEAD WHY HIM WHY COULDNT GOD TAKE ANOTHER PERSON WHO WAS SO FULL OF LIFE AND HAD A WONDERFUL LIFE THOWS ANSWERS I WILL NEVER NO INTILL I DIE SO ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS R.I.P J.J. WE WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU AND I DEDICATE THE SONG BY P.DIDIY AND 112 I'LL BE MISSING YOU TO J.J SO I NO HOW IT FELLS TO LOSE PEOPLE YOU LOVE I HAVE LOST PLENTY IN MY LIFE
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Artist: Puff Daddy - Faith Evans - 112 Album: No Way Out Song: I'll Be Missing You Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show I laced the track, you locked the flow So far from hangin' on the block for dough Notorious they got to know that Life ain't always what it seem to be Words can't express what you mean to me Even though you're gone we still a team Thru your family I'll fulfill your dreams In the future can't wait to see if you'll Open up the gates for me Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend Try to black it out, but it plays again When it's real feelings hard to conceal Can't imagine all the pain I feel Give anything to hear half your breath I know you still livin' your life after death Chorus: Every step I take Every move I make Every single day Everytime I pray I'll be missing you Thinking of the day When you went away What a life to take What a bond to break I'll be missing you (We miss you, Big....) It's kinda hard wit you not around Know you in Heaven smilin' down Watching us while we pray for you Everyday we pray for you Till the day we meet again In my heart is where I keep you friend Memories give me the strength I need to proceed Strength I need to believe My thoughts, Big, I just can't define Wish I could turn back the hands of time Us and the six shop for new clothes and kicks You and me takin' flics Makin' hits, stages they receive you on Still can't believe you're gone Give anything to hear half your breath I know you still livin' your life after death Chorus Somebody tell me why... On that morning When this life is over I know, I'll see your face Every night I pray Every step I take Every move I make Every single day Every night I pray Every step I take Every move I make Every single day Every night I pray Every step I take Every move I make Every single day Every night I pray Every step I take Every move I make Every single day Chorus Every night I pray Every step I take Every move I make Every single day Chorus Every night I pray Every step I take Every move I make Every single day
DEDICATED TO J.J SULLIVAN NOV 1ST 1988-OCT1ST 2005 R.I.P WE WIIL ALWAYS MISS YOU WE LOVE YOU |
Wind Beneath My Wings"
Ohhhh, oh, oh, oh, ohhh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.
So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.
Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.
DEDICATED TO MY GRANDMOTHER 1939-2004 WE WILL ALWAYS KEEP YOU IN OUR HEARTS WE LOVE YOU
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Jonathan .L. Sullivan obituaries Newsletter Date
Jonathan L. Sullivan
1. Jonathan "JJ" L. Sullivan, 16, North Port, died Oct. 1, 2005.
He was born Nov. 1, 1988, in Little Rock, Ark., and came to North Port from there 12 years ago. He was a student at North Port High School, where he played soccer and basketball and was on the track team. He was a member of the Pop Warner Mustangs, Young Black Achievers and South Biscayne Baptist Church.
Survivors include his parents, Carolyn and Harold Shelton of North Port; grandmother Carolyn Williams of Little Rock; a sister, Lakisha Shaw of Tampa; and a brother, Harold Shelton Jr. of North Port.
Visitation will be from 7 to 9 p.m. Friday at James A. McKee Funeral Home, and from 9 to 10 a.m. Saturday, with a service to follow, at South Biscayne Baptist Church, North Port. Burial will be in Venice Memorial Gardens.
In lieu of flowers, contact the funeral home, (941) 423-9110, regarding a scholarship fund.
R.I.P J.J WE WILLA LWAYS LOVE AND MISS YOU THE WORLD WILL BE A DRIFFRENT PLACE W/OUT YOU |
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