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To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world. (don't expect to find that someone)


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SHOULD YOU BE HAPPY OR SAD
It's amazing when people die,
You have nothing to say,
You just hope they went to a good place,
And you start to pray.
I'm not sure what to think about,
Or if I should cry,
But all I know is I want to hurt myself,
Or even maybe die.
You feel like you shouldn't live,
Like they should have taken you,
And then your parents say,
It was never meant to be true.
You wished you had told them things,
That was on your mind,
You wish you told them you loved them,
And that they were really kind.
I’m sorry that people die,
I’m sorry it happens to you,
I’m sorry it happens to all of us,
But there is nothing I can do.

LOVE CHARD LIFE
The love of my life,
Is now chard skin on the floor,
His body burnt to a crisp,
I fell asleep one night to awake to this.
The pain is shooting through one side of my heart,
To the other side of my flesh bearing chest.
I thought for a second that the pain was all gone.
But then the fear took over and nothing but coldness runs through.
All because, of you.

MOONS LIGHT
The moon’s light was strong tonight.
The moon’s light filled the sky bright,
And my eyes full tears.
Tonight the moon’s light was vibrant.
And one look into the light,
Would burn you into ashes.
Moon let your light shine on me,
And let your warmth burn
Me to nothing.
Tonight let the moons light,
Take over my body.
And not let me see another light again.

TONIGHT
Tonight you were in the same room as me,
And we danced till my feet hurt.
Tonight we put all differences aside,
And saw each other as friends.
Tonight I kissed you,
And my lips turned to ice.
Tonight I danced with death.
Tonight was your funeral,
And the killer was me.
Fuck This SHit
FUCK IT

Fuck everything in this fucking world
fuck the way everyone looks at you
fuck how you feel when you are in love
fuck the fact that life never goes the way you want it to
fuck the way that shit always happends to the people who let it
fuck the fact that i'm that fucking person
fuck the reasons that people say that things have changed
fuck the way that you look at me
fuck the truth that was never told to me
fuck everything in this fucking world
Wierd Poems
I HATE YOU
I hate you for everything you've done to me.
I hate you for the things you've said to my friends.
I hate you for all the things you've said to me.
I hate you because you are you, and you are never going to change.
I hate you for so many reasons but they are way too hard to explain.
I hate you because you are nothing but a jerk.
I hate you because you lied to me.

THE DAY YOU NEVER WISHED HAPPENED
He drags you in the back,
Rips off your clothes,
And you are hurting inside
Keeping your legs closed.
You are smacked around,
Hit in the head,
But all you really want to be,
Is dead.
He hears someone coming,
So he zips up his pants,
While you have things crawling on you,
And you think they are ants.
You go home that night,
Not saying a word,
You’re too scared to talk about it,
Quit like a bird.
You don’t know what the test says,
If it will be pink or blue,
But all you know is that your mom will yell,
And blame it all on you.
The test shows positive,
Now you’re stuck with a kid,
If only you had been smart enough,
And maybe had hid.
You watch your back daily,
With your child in your arms,
You have nothing in your possessions,
But your kid’s your lucky charm.
You’re done all the worrying,
It's been a long time,
But then a few days later,
He does the same crime.

LIVE OR DIE
I live in a dark place,
Where the street lights glow.
But to the Bright place,
I'll never go.
I stole money from my family,
Money from my friends.
But will I go to hell?
I guess that all depends.
I should be dead already,
I hate life anyway.
That sound of the sirens,
Will never go away.
But when I die,
No one will know.
For I am a No One,
and the lights wont stop the glow.

I CRY
I cry because they say I'll never leave,
I cry because they say I'll never go,
I cry because they say I'm not worth it,
I cry because they say I'll never be anything,
I cry because they say I'll never see the year 2000,
I cry because I'm and nobody cares.
Is It Love? or Hate?
THESE ARE MY SONGS

WOULD YOU BE MINE?
I ask myself questions,
All of the time,
Whether you would be here,
If you’d be mine,
But only one answer,
Comes into play,
You say no way,
Then I walk out the door,
I make myself angry,
I make mad,
Thinking why can’t I be there making you glad,
To see me standing next to you,
Why am I such a fool for letting, you go?

I ask myself questions,
All of the time,
Whether you would be here,
If you’d be mine.


I'M NORMALLY A GIVER BUT YOU TOOK TOO MUCH
I gave you my heart, and then you took my soul.
I gave you my money, and then you just took more.
I gave you my freedom, and that wasn’t enough.
So then I gave you love.
You took away my life; you took away my soul,
You took away everything that made me believe in myself.
I know you treated me like I was a princess, but somehow my heart just took a nose-dive. I always strive to make myself better for you,
But my love just wasn’t enough.
I wanted to hit you, after all the things we had done.
I wanted to kick you out of my house.
I wanted to knee you in the crotch so you couldn’t have any kids.
But I thought what would that resolve.
I thought it was my fault, I thought that I did something wrong.
Now I know there is no pleasing you, and I might as well be gone.
I knew that I loved you, but now I know you never loved me.
And as much as I thought we were doing great,
You left me.

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