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How Much Longer

Drag this neurotic to hysterics Leave him
balked and unfulfilled holding inside outward-
ly patient 'till the time he'll call it Alluring
exotic twisted hero Leaving him more lonely
still He waits around he's spun around and left
without the power to stop it Peers don't know
what they can't see They can't see inside of me
It's sickening how comforting the privacy of
the mind can be How much longer will I try
before I realize I'm desperate in the situation
that I'm in again I'm exhausting yet another
topic I've exhausted frequently with no regrets
Abstruse and lacking rational but making so
much sense somehow A stone has blocked my
hourglass no progess made no time's run out
I'd almost rather have the latter Save myself
with sad defeat A stone just broke my hour-
glass I peel the skin that had me trapped

Inside Out

{Chorus}
I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhines
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt
Turn it inside out
Find nothing but faith in nothing
Want to put my tender
Heart in a blender
Watch it spend round
To a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous
Then I'm through with you
I burn burn like a wicker cabinet
Chalk white and oh so frail
I see our time has gotten stale
The tick-tock of the clock is painful
All sane and logical
I want to tear it off the wall
I hear words and clips and phrases
I think sick like ginger ale
My stomach turns and I exhale
{Chorus}
So Cal is where my mind states
But it's not my state of mind
I'm not as ugly sad as you
Or am I origami?
Folded up and just pretend
Demented as the motives in your head
{Chorus}
I alone am the one you don't know you need
Take heed feed your ego
Make me blind when you eyes close
Sink when you get close
Tie me to the bedpost
I alone am the one you don't know you need
You don't know you need me
Make me blind when you get close
Tie me to the bedpost
{Chorus}
Now I'm through with you!
Rendezvous
Then I'm through with you

Leech

Tell me those stories
I'm dying to hear the things you've done and seen
Farfetched as they may be
You strike a smile in me
Your stories ring of prejury
Constructed of self empowering theme

{Chorus}
Sucking on my brain
You're the teacher, I'm the student
Turning things around
You story's not congruent
Tabloid decoys
Pitiful excuses
Turning things around
You're turning things around!

A maniac stunning scene
I'm taking notes
You're taking me away
Into your false reality
I know your comfort lies in lying
To try to make your life make sense
But you're not making sense

{Chorus}

I'd say it aloud
But I'm not allowed
I see your head
Spin round and round
Broken record talk tonight
Skip that needle back and forth on your mind
Wearing out unconvincing lies

{Chorus}

Like a seedling dropped from and old oak tree
Your shade don't hide no sun from me
Fake stories humor me
It's graduation time
I love you like a mother

{Chorus)

Showerhead

Cheap shot hocked straight to the ear drum
Is it some sick sign of affection?
Violated and singed with deceit
Disgust from my head to my hands to my feet
Your face, it gives a foul taste
Whether smiling, crying or denying
I see your motives
and you're charged with fraud by me
So take the hint and leave

{Chorus}
I loved you while he was in you in the shower
Did (in joy and ecstacy) your eyes begin to water?

And if I may stop by when you're living in the next town
Ten years down the road
A good time for a dime and a crushed cigarette
Making bets with your body on the avenue
Look into my eyes you say
And you'll see nothing but sincerity
Almost as if you've got some hope that you'll enlighten me
You're a head case story

{Chorus}

Just trust me you said
Just trust me you said
Just trust me you said!
Just trust me you said!!!

{Chorus)

Open Road Song

Tonight I feel ambitious and so does my foot
as it sinks on the pedal
I press it to the floor
I don't need a girl, don't need a friend
Cause my friend Lonesome's unconditional
We're flying forever bored
And for a moment I love everything that I see and think and feel
I love my broken side view mirror
Cause it's so perfect I'm so perfect you're so perfect you're not here
I hear the change in gears

{Chorus}
My pile shakes as I hit eighty on the open road
This is an open road song

The night is beckoning
Although I have nowhere to go but home
Feels good to be alone
With every turn comes a new frame of mind
If I could frame my mind
Where would it hang?

{Chorus}

I crack a window and feel the cool air cleanse my every pore
As I pour my poor heart out
To a radio song that's patient and willing to listen
My volume drowns it out
Yeah, but that's O.K. cause I sound better than him anyway, any day
Yeah, my voice is as sweet as salt
I search for comfort and I find it where I've found it many times before
Times before can be forgotten

{Chorus}

JeSuS NiTeLiTe
Your eyes shine bright like a Jesus nitelite I’de like to touch your positive vibes Indifferent eyes won’t give me the time May I help put aside your moral fiber You’re dressed in white my face is
white I’de like to be a colorful sight to see I’m only here in a background Here on the ground lies my head I sleep and then I wake make sound and go to bed and wake again The time is right but I feel all wrong It wastes away until it’s gone The time is right but still I feel all wrong It fades way and now you’re gone You’re walking by I’m standing by Behind the light I’m standing By and by

Superhero Girl
Well here is me on tragedy I always want what's out of reach She pulls dyed black hair back and sighs Fuck that night out with the guys I never get a word in anyway The telephone doesn't scare me anymore You're home and I am here alone my dear Always stupidly sarcastic my hyper spastic superhero girl So break the bruised monogamy And let him fade too memory Your erotic wet atomic eyes keep reoccurring in my mind Do me a favor please and touch your lips to mine

Tongue Tied

One thousand faces all look the same
They're all so boring mind and tame
Contaminate him knock off his glasses
Teach him to tamper with the cloning
process Pardon me sir can I ask you a
favor Make me a cowboy like my next
door neighbor Pardon me sir can I use
your eraser To remove my brain of
unconventional nature Take my tongue
it's cocked and loaded The board has
dubbed you special student Sit alone sweat
in silence We don't tolerate defiance One
thousand paces lead to the gate They're
all so boring mild sedate You hear me
say this don't make any sense As I hop
up and over the fence Hooked on nico-
tine and phonics Fun like macro eco-
nomics Still and quiet like they taught us
Fun like macro economics Vigilante
thoughts and a cheap guitar I am my own
movie star I don't know you I don't want
to I don't know you I don't want to

Saturday Night

Saturday night burns a redness on my face I tasted you
you tasted me You were never my taste Now you're left
alone with precious thoughts Of half assed half an hour
stops And talk so small I can't remember ever saying a
word Laced with think naiveté Firm delusions can't be
swayed Tell yourself you're happy We both know the
truth It's false behind the dirty talk the dirty sheets the
sexy walk Your eyes are closed your heart is open wide
and that's no good There is something up my sleeve
There is nothing in-between You and me that you can't
see So beg my pardon Honesty's a virtue that can hurt
you let it be The thought that counts is counting down
the minutes 'till I leave and when I do you'll be looking
for security in words Though you know that you won't
get it for the better for the worse I apologize for me
Then I'm back in a couple weeks I'm too weak to help it
Don't know how to end it I apologize for me

There's A Face

There's a face I know to well I see it every time I look in the mirror No I don't kiss and tell I'll tell you after I betrayed you Supersonic boy sweating sin The pillar that I'm melting on will prove you wrong Keep your lips sealed this just in You're speeding up the ticker of a walking timb bomb Time's up stand up face the Muzac Smile wide step outside Click your sticks and cast a spell that'll suck my saliva like water from a well I try to do what's right ain't right enough for you tonight I see you're displeased a middle finger response I'll try to appease I'm sorry don't be mad but ask me what I'm sorry for and I won't have an answer Look me in the eye and let 'em flow again Lies on the rocks with a twist of desperation

Small Town Trap

Suffocate from lack of stimulation Television
time Gonna break with every bead of sweat My
heart rate seems to climb My friend and I stick to
the tired couches Please pass the time I found a
dime under the corner cushion Wishing it was
some place else and so do I Small town trap with
dreams of breaking out Here I sit and bake my
face is breaking out Satan's in the living room
choking me with apathy Small town trap with
dreams of breaking out Inspire me cause if you
don't I think I'll disipate to dust The liar in me
says something's gonna happen soon because it
must My friend and I stick to the tired couches
Please pass the time I found a dime under the cor-
ner cushion Wishing it was some place else and
so do I Community immunity is the shot I crave
A sleepless sleep slow motion dream wanna dig
my grave Time ticks away on the longest day
Wanna break away on the longest day

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