my name is cat i live in orgon and i have been diagnosed with anorexia nervosa. i have been to 5 hospitals where they tried to "cure" me and it never worked all in ever saw was fat doctors parading around and trying to make me look like them telling me i have scued perseptions and faulty images of myself.who are they to say i have problems did i ask what they thought? have they had an "eating disorder" i really dont think it exists i mean god all were doing is losing a little weight anyway........ill stop ranting about my thoughts and tell you more about me.........my dad left when i was 5 months old and so we were broke and by we i mean me my mom and my three older sisters anyway.........we never had alot of money but it never occured to me untill i started going to a rich ass elementry school were kids would get pulled out by there parents for messages!!!!! anywayit was all going "ok" untill the summer of 2003 when my mom was getting garnished for a car my dad had so all we ate that summer was topromen and there was nothing my mom could do.i lost a little weight that summer but not anything noticeable anyway it wasnt untill that x-mas that started to cutt it had snowed really hard that year and we were in the country so me and my whole family were "snowed in" and as you could probably guess my family started to fight they fought all day and even through the night somtimes one day i couldnt handel it anymore so i went up to my bedroom where i kept scissors,glass and all the sharps i ahd and i found the sharpest thing i went to my closet shut the door and cutt for an hour or 2 noone in my family
